dentist did not murder me today either.
While I know myself well enough to know that is not the case, it is not funny.
The ego tries to make it so, or convince me so, through the corrupt synchronicity.
The ego-driven part of it.
The illusions, essentially.
You know what I mean if you have seen it.

It is the lonesome feeling of not being able to trust anyone.
Not because they are out to hurt oneself in most cases.
But because one know they also have an ego.
That pulls the same kind of shit back and forth.

I trust myself, not my ego.
I trust yourself, not your ego.

And these days it is hard to know who are truly self aware and not.
Because the ego in its deception has evolved as well.