Gematria

Is a truly interesting area of science.
As it is essentially where language and mathematics converge.
It might sound simple and silly at first.
But if you understand the pattern of phonetics sparked in the overlapping patterns of designed language – the mathematical construct in neurogenetics.
Like calculating half-life in biology, but the mathematical decline in neurogenetic arrangements.

When I read text, I, mostly thanks to my synaesthesia, read patterns overlapping the entire construct.
This is why I love shaping text. As to illustrate that my thinking is the entire construct of text rather than just weird lines of arranged symbolism in the shape of words.

You read these words, and you have an intellectual conceptualisation of it.
You understand this sentence, right?
But what you understand is not the words, but the information that is arranged on the secondary layer. If you are wise, and knowing, you can perceive the tertiary layer of wisdom. Often taking shape in wordplays and puns, as it requires transcending the immediate information carried on the symbols.

If you transcend that level, you will come to find linguistic patterns over time, how symbolism morphs over time. Energetic rearrangement due to the biological evolution and indirect reshaping of neurogenetics due to epigenetics of humans and its contribution to the morphing of phonetics.
Language is a mathematical construct if math is properly understood.
It is not that it is math, it is just that its arrangement can be filtered through that perception and arranged intellectual and symbolic paradigm.
This is the real reason I was very interested in Hebrew and ancient Greek – because it is very common in those languages.

Ancients were far more well versed in mathematics than we are.
In intuitive understanding, not intellectual symbolism.
Language at that level were simple enough to consciously arrange.
Metaphor:
Think of a kid that has ten or fifty LEGO-bricks. Easy to map out all arrangements, and consciously add new arrangements. The greater the construct, the exponential increase of possible arrangements in the symbolic construct. Growing slowly into an intellectual entity in the shape of intellectual artificial intelligence.
In modern times there are so many solutions in any given language that no living human knows them all – wrap your head around that.

Your vocabulary is your conceptual wealth. Your ability to perform linguistic mathematics.
Because you still conceptualise everything in a construct.
Also, every phonetic occur and reoccur in a pattern, so in this text for example – the letter A (major or minor) appears in a given variable frequency. Thus completely subject to physics, and therefore completely subjected to mathematics.

If this properly conceptualised, entire blocks of information can be calculated.
This is very important in the calculation of quantum probability, because it is arranged energetics. You can, if you are conscious of what language is in terms of neurogenetics and mathematics quite accurately predict the outcome of a person. Because they operate after a phonetic pattern. A melody.
Like music.

The more I observe the ongoing progression in the arrangement of human language, taking shape as information in the public, the more I can deduce the probable outcome of the future.

As a scientific person, I do not believe in prophecy. I believe in probability.
Because it is based in mathematics, which is based in the observation of everything.
The reoccurrence of patterns, or as to say, my ability to recognise patterns.

Language is truly telling.
Not only on the obvious symbolic level.
But also on the second, third, fourth, fifth, sixth and seventh layer of synchronicity which I can perceive.

It does not look good.
A small mathematical seed is all it takes to spawn a great deal of information.
The kicker:
It applies on everyone.
Aware of it or not.

PAY ATTENTION

Now it comes around again.
Just like you saw in the synchronicity.
Just like last time.
Just like it did the other time.
Do not sell your voice and vote.
Not this time.
Your sovereignty is more important.
As for now.
Very dangerous taking sides now.
Stay neutral. Stay on the side-line.
Save yourself. First.
You owe them nothing.
Not after what they have done to you.
They owe it to themselves.

You know what is coming.
You can feel it.
Play it safe.
You know what happened last time.
Do not risk it.
Not with what is escalating in the world.
There is a reason why those were the best years.
Next year, it is over.
The effects of your previous choice.
And now you know why.

Now is not the time to rock the boat.
Stay safe. Be safe. Persevere.

– A friend 🧁

Defining

the unknown is by far one of the hardest things you can do in life – because it has never been done before. Nor can it be defined. Because the moment it is, it is known.

Realising this, one can assume that knowledge grows. You grow knowledge. And the more of it you have grown, the greater the foundation which constitutes your understanding. It takes knowledge to understand, but understanding to truly know.

This is why one should collect ideas. Because they are mental fertilisers.
All creation is merging of two or more different components. Because if there were no merging, everything would be in equilibrium. All destruction is the separation of two or more components.
This regardless of portion in the energy spectrum.

The mind thinking is a very volatile place if you are a true thinker. Constantly ideas merge and separate from each other. Like atoms and molecules. The more exotic the combination of ideas, the easier it is to reach the unknown.

Since the unknown is surrounding the known, it is not hard to reach per se. The hard part is to separate yourself from the known. As to say, to some extent destroy the automatic and autonomous nature of the ego – that is looping you back from the edge of the unknown through ideas such as denial, disbelief and doubt.
Once you reach the edge of the known, it like looking out from a window on an airplane. You have a vague idea what is there, but you cannot really fathom it.
That is when you initiate the growth of ideas.

It is as easy as it is hard. Because it has not been done before.
It is easy to do, just create something new.
The hard part is to integrate it.
And the even harder part is when it starts to question and challenge the integrity of what you knew. Because now your integrity and therefore entire definition of reality is in question.
This is usually where people loop back into the known.
They simply become scared of their mental platform being challenged.

Takes quite a lot of mental integrity to traverse the unknown.
Metaphorically, it is like walking in a deep forest, having no idea what is in it.
And your sight extends only a few meters ahead of you.

Integrity in that sense, is a ‘frienemy’ – because it can protect you if you are properly aware. But it can also inhibit you if you are unaware. As to say, one can be contained within one’s own ideas of reality. And it has composed ideas that in an automatic fashion loops the thinker back to ‘safety’.

Everyone wants to be safe. Because they are scared absolutely shitless of the unknown.
Downright terrified. Because deep within, they know they do not know. So their integrity is simply denial. Assuming to know and creating a mental barrier to the edge of the known. A kind of mental and intellectual insulation.
“It is not real”

Real is just an idea.
Nothing more. Nothing less.
Whatever you associate and ascribe to that idea will manifest as your reality.
Since most people are given an intellectual template which they never question, they rarely stray from the known. Denial, disbelief and doubts blocks them.

What do you know?
Truly. Because it is a good question. One of the better actually.
Because when you start to question yourself that question, you realise just how little you do know. If you stop asking that question, you loop back into the known.

So in conclusion, the fastest way to reach the unknown, is to question what you know.
You see now you are mentally engaged in the process of growing ideas. You have to. You have no choice.
A question is the receptive mental component, the attractive, the sensual and before your very ideas dancing concept that spark an answer. A formulated idea.
Combined they create something new. Hopefully.
The better your question, the greater the potential for a good idea in the shape of answer. And the better you are at questioning your answers, the more rapid the mental expansion.

So at first, you have to mentally grow towards the unknown by questioning all you know. Once you know what you know, how little that is, and its level of integrity – now comes the process of assimilation. Integrating ideas into what you think you know. This is the process of growing integrity. And you absolutely need it.
The integrity of your arranged knowledge, the sum of your ideas, is your mental vessel with which you traverse the unknown.
If it is not sufficiently integrated and of a strong integrity, you will lose yourself in the unknown.

Does not mean it is catastrophic, but it could be.
Your mind once it traverses outside the collectively known, operates in the fashion of a space station, or submarine. It is now its own enclosed mental intellectual system. Navigating the depths of the unknown.
And assuming infinity, that ought to be mind-boggling to say the least.

But it is also your greatest source of intellectual harvest.
If you are good at combining ideas and concepts in an integrated manner, now your intellectual entity grows, and your ability to traverse the unknown increases.

From what I have seen in the unknown, it is not even a question to me why the vast majority of humans are absolutely terrified of it. To the very point that they even deny that.
They take “reality” for granted.
But essentially, the definition of reality, the arrangement of ‘known’ is little more than an energetic arrangement.

The more novel and sophisticated that arrangement, the more attractive it becomes.
You are terrified, but your curiosity grabs you.
This because growth is life. As long as you are truly alive, you will be curious.
Otherwise you are dead. If not in your biological arrangement, so in your mental.

You must have and accept the unknown if you want to be alive. Truly alive.
Because it is only on that mental edge, where you can glimpse into whatever the fuck life actually is. And is not. If it even is. Why do I even write this?

I take comfort in being terrified before the unknown. I have been it for so long that my statement that the unknown is my best friend is no light expression.
I am constantly attempting to integrate newly grown ideas into my intellectual arrangement.

You see, I have a tremendously huge ego – but not in the conventional meaning of that saying. Because my ego is not autonomous by means of intellect. It has not been programmed to automatically loop back into the known through denial, disbelief and doubt.
Like the ones with small egos.
Usually, the people you say have a “huge ego” actually has a very small ego. Because they neither question themselves nor what they know – they take the reality for granted the way they have defined it. A very narrowminded and smallminded way to operate whatever the fuck existence actually is. No I am not excusing my cursing, because you need to realise the importance of this.
If you take offense from a linguistically arranged symbol with no actual meaning in the greater aspect of things – that is an absolute proof you have a very small mind.
You do not even question why you take offense from it. You do not question the context.
In fact, you probably do not question anything at all. More than what you should eat today.

Why can you eat?
What is that?
Beyond biological integration in the physical spectrum of energy.
As I said, why and how am I even writing this?
Not in the light sense of the words, but as in.. you know, and you do not know?
What is all of this.
Who are you.
Why are you reading this?
Right now?
Why does this happen?

That is just the awareness triggers that everyone needs to have.
The ongoing questioning of the perceived reality.
Once you crystallise a perfect definition of it, you are mentally stagnating.
Because now you are not attempting to integrate new ideas.
Now you are comparing your ideas to other ideas.
And since your definition of “reality” is perfect, it is dead.
It will not grow. It will not become anything more.
Because you think you know.

And you will never explore the unknown as long as you think you know.
Because you must literally think what you do not know to traverse the unknown.

Confession

There is one thing that I really dislike with myself.
And that is my reoccurring bitterness.
Especially during the days.
I do not like being edgy.
But it is as if I do not have a choice.

You can think of it as this, as it makes it easier to understand to most people.
If I were an Avenger, well, it depdends.
Asking me, I mean, Tony Stark/Iron Man is the pick. For obvious reasons.
(Black widow if my gal got to pick)
Someone said I reminded of Dr. Strange when it released years ago.
(I have not really kept up with that Universe for a while – I believe since Iron Man 3 or something like that)
But in truth I am probably more like the Hulk.

Always edgy. Always angry.
Due to my never-ending pain.
That is why I sometimes appear to be like a floffy kitten that loves everything just a bit too much.
And the very next moment appear to be a psychopathic cold blooded killer.

Is no fun.
Trust me.
It is not fun being bitter so often.
It takes away a lot of joy.
It is one of my biggest flaws, for sure.

So yeah, that is why I am very concerned about pointing out to not take me too seriously.
I mean, it goes without saying. But some people might assume I take myself too seriously.
Which I most certainly do not. I would not be able to stand myself if I did.
This is the reason why I was very suicidal back in 2014-2016.
I began taking myself too seriously. And could not stand myself.
But I did not know it, because I was not self aware enough.
Then I got high and laughed at myself. And that is how I overcame it. Slowly.
This is also why I shy away more than most. Because I do not want to be high all the time.
And when I am sober, the pain increases, and by so my bitterness.
So I simply do not want to be rude due to me not being able to always control it.

If you find my expressions “cringy”, edgy and bitter.
Just ignore it. I mean it. Unless you like that kind of content, as some do.
Then please enjoy. But keep in mind it is only my emotional outlet, so that I do not go full scale psychopath for real. Written text hurts far less than physical violence – so it is the best I can do.

I feel it needs to be understood.
Because in many cases, I am not really how I express myself due to not having much choice in that moment. This is also reason why I method act a lot, as I try to channel it into played characters, so I can understand them.

But yeah pain.
I most certainly completely understand women during that week.
To the point where it is not even funny to me.

CoA

The “Coat of Arms” visible in my Opus.
I made it a couple of years back.
As an artistic endeavour and fun experiment.
I am not sure exactly how the idea arose. It may have been because of some discussion about ancient stuff. As usual.
But I got curious, how I would make mine, if I made one.
It is not serious or official or anything. People do not care about that stuff too much these days anyway.
But it is always fun to try new kinds of art. It is also a great way to learn and know oneself.
Because you have to think about it. Consider it. Ask yourself. Come to idea and fruition.
So if for nothing else.. it is a fun thing.

I made several iterations before I settled with the current and final version.
There is really nothing to add to it anymore. It would just be redundant.

I mean, you should make yours. Just as a funny thought experiment.
The more unique and you, the funnier the task.
It is funny to look at them.
Because there is a lot of symbolism in all of them, legit and just funny artworks like my own.
Maybe yours go with rainbows and unicorns. Angels and demons. Bricks and tools. Cars and bikes. Planes and parachutes. Animals and plants.
You also have to symbolically summarise your endeavours and achievements. Real to you or real to the world – since it is just a fun thing at the end of day anyway.

I encourage you. It is funnier than you think. And the more you define yourself, the more you will be inspired by yourself in the future. When your own art inspires you, you have reached perpetual artistic motion.

Everything in mine means something. Of itself and in conjunction with everything else.
It required some thinking, therefore several iterations over the years I played around with it.

But no, it does not mean anything official.
Just a fun thing symbolising things I have collected mentally throughout life.

Some people wonder why the Greek language.
Mostly because it constitutes a major part in the foundation of English.
It was part of my studies in linguistic neurogenetics and its development over time. How symbolism morphs through cultures over time. It was truly an interesting endeavour and study. But I do not know (modern) Greek in the literary sense (since this was more concerning ancient Greek). It was more one subfield within neurogenetics. Since intellectual communication is a central part of that field, when it concerns humans.

Earlier outcasts and versions that did not last long:
Yes, I even attempted studying Hebrew at one time, since it is a very interesting language from a mathematical viewpoint – which makes it even more interesting in relation to neurogenetics and patterns of thinking and arranging symbolism.
But it dropped in the midst of everything else. The learning curve is too steep if one does not make it a main priority.
But I like that slang. Both its symbolism, and the way it sounds when it is said. Has a very pleasant synesthetic colour to it.
I first caught it when listening to Infected Mushroom’s song “End of the road”, and the sound of that word/slang immediately caught my attention, because of how it sounded.
It is one of my many favourite words/slang.

It is

that mind-numbing confusion that comes with being awake.
When all the zombies are.
Thoughts that are not your own.
Desires that are not your own.
The cancer screaming “I am right, I am right!”
Even though they refuse to explain it properly.
The fatties screaming “It is mine, it is mine!”
Even though they already have more than they can shove their fat faces.
The losers screaming “I am so depressed, so depressed!”
Even though they rarely have any real reason to be.
I just observe them.

There is this strategy; kill by kindness.
Feed your enemy to death.
These ones does it themselves.
All you have to do is watch.
If you tell them that, they eat more.

It almost got me.
That fucked up insanity.
Damn it was close.
Almost killed my kid.
Never again.

I hold mine close.
And watch all the fat fucks who cannot.
Slowly give in. Slowly give up.
No raging against the dying of the light in them.
They put it out themselves instead.

Then they complain over cancer.
Over whatever they get.
I do not give a fuck.
They are just noise.
And I like silence.

They be gone soon.
Because they have no real interest in the future.
They only want more.
Money.
Stuff.
Food.
Fat.

But never more life.
Disgusting.

If you are not one of those, regardless of appearance,
then you earn my respect.
It might not be much to the world at whole..
but you can take pride knowing you earned it for real.
As I try to keep it authentic. (“Real” to ‘gangstas’)

Whenever

people, especially on the Internet, has that funny reaction like:
‘Oh, so you are one of those weapon maniacs.. I assume you are a psychopath that will shoot civilians as soon as you get the chance’
Usually in other words, but that is the thought that arranges their formulated expression.

And I just shake my head before the travesty.
If I ever manage to shoot and kill civilians with a high precision air rifle before they run away or law enforcement intervenes – I ought to be rewarded with some kind of medal by the military for mind-bending efficiency.
You cannot even partake in air rifle competitions without a license here in Sweden.
Also consider that it is a single action mechanism that is quite slow to reload. Five seconds at least, per shot. That produces no more than 10 Joule in the .177 calibre – and that is within the ten first meters.
As I said.. mind-bending efficiency.
You produce far more damage with only your fists in the same amount of time.
If you use the rifle as a blunt weapon, now it has become truly dangerous.

It would be as ludicrous as the “I once saw him kill three people in a bar.. with a pencil.” In fact, you would do more damage if you manage to load the air rifle with a pencil, because it is heavier and thus produces slightly more force at close range.
The most powerful weapon I have ever fired (not counting the intellectual nukes I drop occasionally) was a hunting shotgun during skeet shooting. That was some fifteen-ish years ago.
I will never shoot on anything alive. That is not why I do it.
There is no point doing it. With an air rifle like this. The best you will accomplish is some fear in whatever. Unless it is very small game. But that is just cruel – and pointless.
Like killing ants with a magnifying glass.
I also have no reason to hunt animals, as a dedicated vegetarian. Case closed on that end.

Damn I dislike people that cannot keep hobbies and fucktards making dumb decisions apart – usually because they themselves belong to the latter.
Probably the same biological failures that blamed Marilyn Manson for school shootings perpetrated by other retards back in the days. I also firmly disbelieve the accusations directed against him in recent times – he does not give off that vibe. Maybe those people accusing should question their own abuse.
*quietly shakes my head in utter disbelief*

Anyway..
To me it is all about the score.
Because it is a score that attempts to measure how well I can maintain my attention.
Like the IQ-tests attempts to measure how well you can recognise patterns.
I got 100% on mine; 45/45. Assuming it is legit (supervised FRT-A IQ-test arranged by Mensa).
But intelligence without attention is like shitting without toilet-paper.
And you all saw that one 2020.
So no need to worry.

Picture taken April 2018; and that is my own rifle for the standing discipline.
I use my family’s air rifle for the sitting discipline.

Consider this

humans consists of mainly water.
Thus it ought to be entirely legit to consider fluid dynamics when studying the movement patterns of large bodies of human bio-components.

I know what happens to water when it heats up.
So I know what will happen to the planet if the sun does.
And especially how it will affect the fluid dynamics of human biomass.

I cannot be the only one who feels it.
I mean everyone feels it, but consciously.
I can feel it, and therefore handle it.

There is more happening.
Therefore the increase in the flows.
Humans like any living organism flees an unsustainable environment.
Like water evaporates too hot of a surface.
It is thermodynamic interaction.
If expressed through fluids carrying structured fat in the shape of humans, then it follows mainly fluid dynamics.

If you see what I mean thus far, you realise my concern.
And I cannot be the only one, since I can see in the collective unconscious that higher levels of several entities pick up on it and act upon it.
From what I see I believe it is good to act upon it.

As I see it..
Better to “I should” than “I should have”.

Nah

do not worry.
I never share my best ideas.
These are just thoughts I animated several mental generations ago.

My best ideas I do not yet know how to put into formulated intellect.
It does not translate. Yet.

The absolute edge of known science is like one of those upgrades in a strategy game. You have to wait for bio-components of a colony, the human resources, to develop them.
By means of observing the temporal progression of any entity, you get a fairly good idea where they are heading. That applies on individuals as much as countries.

Synchronicity arranges itself on a carrier wave. In the temporal, that would be the swing of the planet. It spiralling according to a gravitational rhythm.
If you know that, then you know that the synchronicity today is affected by the gravitational fluctuations in the temporal, past and future.
Hence the ability to foresee future arrangement by observing the present arrangement. The gravitational melody is often more similar than you think.
It is the celestial genetic code, after all.
How repetitive is your life?

Chronogenetics

would be the natural progression to biogenetics and neurogenetics.
Because when you have developed your mind enough to understand and handle time, you can start to bend it in your mind through mental experimentation. That is chronogenetics through neurogenetics.
You animate quantum theory most efficiently in your brain, because it is an arranged quantum computer. With almost infinite capacity. Especially in the mental realm, the etherical portion of the energetic spectrum.

If you are a visual thinker, you understand how to conceptualise and remember.
If you are a lucid dreamer, you know how to compose internal imagery, standalone or in sync with external perception.
If you are conscious enough, you know how to develop internal perception to bend time indefinitely.

Time is a conceptualisation, so whatever you conceptualise it in regard to, would be in theory, and scientific concept chronogenetics.
We already know how to easily transfer arranged energy throughout the etherical, our digital arrangements allow that. If you have cross-temporal perception in your brain, the digital portals (computer screens) allows for quite interesting synchronicity. If you can recollect it in internal perception.

It is easier to understand and think, if you have thought it.
Quantum theory can most easily be applied and observed in thought.
The downside is the internal and therefore subjective result.
But at the end of day, nobody knows for sure.
Everyone is a pile of memories animated into life.
Collectively and subjectively most think they know.

If you could dream anything you want, what would you dream?
If the future, how far?
People are mostly obsessed with situation: “will I be rich?”
I am more concerned how far I can see myself.
Because that projection, is a result of my capacity.
You see that future, because you can sustain that passage in time.
If it is done consciously. The ego cannot do things like this.
It has to be conscious. And that requires ego-death, or at least disciplined ego-subjection.

Because the ego is the operating system of your brain.

God no

As stated by me several times, becoming a politician or elect representant is not something I desire and openly refuse.
I respect politicians, even if I disagree with them.
In the same way I respect artists, even if I do not enjoy them.
Fame usually comes with more damage than it comes with benefits.
At least over times.

It is just that people that are not self aware and not self conscious cannot see that. Because they fail to see the negative as they have brainwashed themselves to ‘only focus on the positive’ – so when something bad ever do happen, they stand like retarded ducks lining up to slaughter.

Not funny arranging biomass.
I mean, do you even lift bro?
I know what I know because I need to, on the level of my capacity.
Not optimal, by far, but it is what it is.
At least I have a lot of time to work on my mind.

I have enough issues with myself to ever even consider dealing with parts of or an entire nation.
You (Sweden) keep me alive, so my advice is for free.
I prefer English though. At least for scientific/philosophic speculation.

Infrastructure

Is what makes an entity what it is.
Your circulatory systems in your body is your biological infrastructure.
Your intellectual arrangement in the mind is your informational infrastructure.
The way you think and operate mentally is your neurogenetics.
Having observed and used myself as a running experiment in that for little over 32 years (conventional human counting), I can conclude so with great certainty. Even if epigentics plays a major role besides that.

So infrastructure is everything of a country.
It is not just roads and railroads.
It is everything.
It is the overall state of the country.
The arrangement after which the biomass operates and animates.

The reason the violence and such is increasing is because of entropy.
The country is falling apart. Not extremely, but noticeable.
That is the greatest enemy of them all. To any arranged entity.
Not enemy per se, but in concept.
Can you not see, how all entities struggle for survival or preservation of life?
On all scales?
Once it stagnates and declines, that is an amplification in the death process.
In your body.
In your city.
In your country.
In your planet.

Most people assume to know what life is so much, so arrogantly much, that they take integrity for granted. But once nature arranges a correction the entire infrastructure crumbles.
One idea. Is all it takes if it amplifies incorrectly.

That is why the greatest opposition to society should be seen as entropy. But it is more complex to observe than to operate after perfected observations. Those only serves as guidelines in one’s contemplation of things.
As my advice do.
I do not have the perfect model, because I work on my mind continuously.
As to say, I keep upgrading my infrastructure. Like religiously.
Never stop growing your entity. In sophistication.
Because that enables integrity.

If you want to get somewhere, you do not have time to argue who did what and for what reason. Drop it and move on. You people have far bigger issues on the horizon.
You should be preparing. Not to go to war or anything.
But because you do not know.
None of us knows.
Perfectly.

That is why we are still alive and confused.

Well

the reason for it, if asking me.
If what I see in my visions/nightmares/psychosis/premonitions/callitwhatthefuck for the future turns true – you will not have a choice. At all. You thought the quarantine was bad – that was life as usual to me. It collapsed your peoples entire fucking lives. Quite fair, come to think of it. And they have still not figured out why it happened. Where the original idea came from.


It was just a test. ^^
You know, like the fire-larm thing.

No doomsday or anything. It is probably a while.
But relativistic synchronicity is amusing to observe.
Everything makes sense, because it is the same pattern.
Just slightly faster animated.

The concept of directions in evolution is not as wrong as one might think.
But it requires to follow them properly for long enough.
I have the bad feeling that in the future,
I will be able to look back and say:
‘we thought ww2 was bad’.

War is not necessarily between countries.
There are different ways to fraction and fight.
Divide and conquer.

The holocaust started as a discussion around desirability.

I need to know this shit, it is part of understanding in entropy resistance.
My body is literally a cellular colony, if I wish to develop life extension capacity, it needs to be properly developed. That goes for all scales.
Hilariously enough with you people, you have a tendency to kill off the progressive deviants that actually drives evolution. Well, at least up until recently, speaking centuries.
You want the perfect society.
The problem with that is that perfect means dead.
That is why I distance myself from those people.
Which is essentially all society. More or less.
Not so much in the smaller towns.

Here

is how I would model a society if I were the ruler.
(Which I am over the kingdom of my body, the conglomerate of cells, the congregation of biological entities, my homeostatic construct, my energetic arrangement.)

I would keep the basic template simple, so that it is easily transmitted.
But it needs to add to itself, as to say be allowing of perpetual growth.

I manifest myself as such:
No physical manifestation of intentional imposition on another being.
Because restoration is the hardest in the physical, as energy condenses slow.
But freedom of expression mentally – meaning intellectually, artistically, digitally and financially.
That calls for mental integrity. A transition into that will be hard, since most people are absolutely weak mentally these days. They have no mental integrity. That is why they need all artifice to maintain. Censoring. Isolation. Suppression. Oppression.

It must be kept simple, otherwise the integration will be impossible.
This is why animals do not use intellect. It is retarded.
It allows for conscious evolution, but only if the body, the biological entity is aware of it consciously. Otherwise it is just an AI going full retard. Which is essentially the entire human society. And it is getting worse.

Social credit will be the fascism of this century.
Because it was back then as well.
Credit is intellect.
Or intellectualised perception.

So just wait and see.
Humankind, curious kind.

I like to imagine society after this mental image;
that of a sphere.

Not a pyramid. That is the retarded form.
The core is the governing organ of that entity.
The outermost layer is the lowest class.
That is the receipt of your society.
The actual appearance of the entity.
Makeup is make-belief; propaganda or coverup.
Whatever image, a society is only as good as its worst.
In appearance to others. That goes for all. On all levels.
It is not easy to integrate into Sweden for example.
Because not even Swedes know what that means.
Artifice. An artificial construct arranged by semi-conscious intelligence.
But that is natural. A part of evolution.
We are already ahead somewhat.
As we are mostly neutral in conflict externally.
Openminded and comparably well balanced in most aspects.
A couple of centuries more and Sweden will be there.
(No joke, even if it comes off as such.
I mean for real. If we maintain the cycle of progression)

It is not about size.
Or mass.
Never were.
All about efficiency.
Ask the military.

Keep upgrading the infrastructure like religiously.
And get the unemployed to do it. Who can.
And give them their liberties meanwhile.
It is the intellectual retardation that fucks it up.
Social credit – I rest my case.

So

I saw the movie “Skjelvet” (Norwegian for ‘The Quake’).
Norwegians are good at making movies.
That one was absolutely nerve-racking.
In other words: well made.

Also the Norwegian language. <3
They sound like Swedes on weed.
At all times. Happy and ‘singing’.
I love it!

However, if I found myself in a similar situation (!) like the main character.
I would stop attempting to warn people if I knew beforehand of something lingering about.
I mean, you do one or two friendly pointers. If they refuse to pick up on the synchronicity because of indoctrinated prejudice, they do not deserve to live anyway.
I would focus on the ones that matters and make sure they live.
I have never liked social credit people (not empathy, I mean the bureaucratic fascism; institutional or capitalistic – if it does not serve the people it is malign by nature).

They usually learn the hard way.
If you ever see animals running irrationally.
Or, corrupt (aka normal) humans acting violently and irrationally.
Or, sane people (aka the weird ones) preparing..
That is the “run for your life” signal.
Because that is ‘God’ knocking you (plural) in the head.
You feel it in the mind first. And your mind creates your perception.
Assuming you are not too retarded to be receptive.

I think it was a stroke of genius how they put that in the movie. With the broken waterpipes scene.
Normal people do not question the context. No situational awareness whatsoever.
At that point you should not freak out, but start paying attention and observe.
If you find further clear pointers:
RUN
Whatever that means.
Because you cannot fight nature in most situations.

Immigration

seems to be the pressing issue these days.
As essentially all other days.

I am in favour of it. But only if it is properly understood.
To me a country is a living entity.
So thermodynamically speaking:
immigration is like consumption.
and emigration is like excretion.
Not literally, but in terms of energy.

Since all we know, according to itself, is essentially a structure of energy.
Well, if you eat more than you can handle, it is not going to end well.
If you eat less than you should it is not going to end well either.
You need a balanced stream to maintain national homeostasis.
If you eat something you should not have, or need to integrate with,
you will become sick. And it takes some time to overcome that.
And in relativity speaking:
think of one day for the country as one year for you.

If you eat the same food over and over, you will function.
But you will not evolve as fast. As you remain within your structure.
You also risk your immune system by not exercising exposure.

Integration, or the national integration apparatus, is essentially what you do with the imported biomass (immigrants).
If you just accumulate you will grow obese and your infrastructure, your homeostasis will collapse.
If you refuse to accumulate at all you will self-exterminate. Starve yourself to death. Essentially suicide your colony.

So to me, yeah, immigration, or movement of biomass, is absolutely necessary for a society to be alive. Because the society is a homeostatic system. A colony. Like an ant-hill.
Just far more sophisticated, since human components who are in the upper half of human mentality are transhuman enough to surpass that template in sophistication.

Did you know that the Christians were the original Transhumans? (Locally speaking)
(Intellectually formulated and defined in lifestyle – I mean you even have an instruction manual. Quite a thick one.)
I mean the church, the organised religion.
That is why they despised pagans more in the past.
Those wild animals living like animals.

I find it downright hilarious and laughable when Christians are against my Transhuman endeavours. At least the religious ones. Because they do the exact same thing. Does not happen very often in Sweden though. The church is keeping up rather fine with the times here. While they also maintain culture and traditions in the conservative fashion.
This is more where the more rigorous systems are established. But they do the same.
Only not in awareness, and of course more in an alignment suited to their defined goals.

Whoever

you are, in my mind, that feels like you are not good at anything.

Listen.
Shut the fuck up.
And ask the voice in your head saying that to shut the fuck up as well.
It is just the ego going.
Or express it.
In some shitty art.

Whatever you do, do not believe it.
The ego is fucked in the head.
So if you believe it, so are you.

It is like carrying a retarded intellectual tumor in the head.
That your parents and society insisted should be there.
Over time its sophistication has been inherited and enhanced.
Sadly also the stupid parts of its retardation.

Intellect is just retardation created by your head.
Do the best with it. You are gonna have it either way.
So if you are retarded, and will be whatever you do:
think something better than that you are not good at anything.
Your ability to create that sentence mentally proves you are good at being retarded.
If anything.
I do not necessarily value my linguistic skills, because they are by definition mental retardation. Symbolic crap on my mental mirror. But it is tremendously hard to get rid off, so I prefer doing the best with it, in non-binary and non-dualistic characters.

Fuck I hate the ego.
It is like a retarded friend that refuses to leave you alone.
Geting in the way all the time.
The problem is that the vast majority of humans has one sophisticated enough to be artificial and therefore intellectually autonomous.
Semi-conscious, as it drives itself through symbolism.

I have it. But I am aware and conscious of it.
For most part. I like listening to it.
And expressing it.
Because it is a collective thing.

Here

is the thing with you humans, and why I usually dislike the company with most of you.
Do not misread please, the company, not you personally.
Mostly because of the ego.
I can handle it, because I let it out in personal space like this.
Intellectual expressions to balance my mind.
So when I am in company, I can be balanced.

You people work the opposite.
You fear the lonesome.
And you never exercise your mind.
So when you are in company, more than two people.
Usually it starts to bullshit.
Either someone in the group, or someone outside the group.

You people would not even catch bullying if you did it yourselves.
Because you are so neuro-degenerated that you cannot perceive it.
You people think you are ‘with’, because you can speak and repeat some brainwashed sentences.
But that is nothing. Absolutely nothing. Absolutely null nada nothing.
Within the existence.

But you people do not know that.
Because you never thought of it.
You were busy shittalking those who did.
Retardation always proves itself.
To those truly aware.

If you catch my drift.
But most of you in private – you are as interesting as God.
(And to me that is no small thing, since it is life, consciousness, nature, universe, whatever, everything, nothing – at once)

You are one extrusion on the wall of it.
So am I.
My issues makes it easier to love on a distance though.
I pick company not really out of selection, but because out of necessity in what I can manage.
Had I been healthier, I would have been much more social.

They say

“curiosity killed the fish”
Curious expression.

Since it was because of that curiosity, they can say it.
They say a lot of stuff.
Usually not very thoughtful.
Usually.

Poor fish.
Its grand endeavour, the pursuit for the future. The absolute undertaking of becoming.
And now certain relative time later, humans are giving up on the idea.

I shall carry your legacy, curious little fish.
You are my true hero. The true becomer in evolution.
We ought to instil a day of celebration in your memory.
I mean, we can instil that celebration because of you.

Respect fishes.
Their curiosity brought all this shit.

Night time

Always beats daytime.
Because during night,
the local ego sleeps.
Much easier to think.
Easier to lucid dream.

No tox in the aether.
No noise in the local.
No never-ending ego.
No eye-paining duality.
Peace, calm and clarity.

Love is easier in the night.
Love is far more powerful.
No filter. No nonsense.
No daily disputes.
No daily chores.

I recall your song.
I remember the say.
I will never forget it ever.
It captured it so eloquently.
Peace can only be in harmony.

And harmony only happens,
when the collective ego sleeps.
I like the mental silence it invokes.
The peaceful resting for the thoughts.
Not disturbed by millions awake minds.

Rave In Peace: